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Today has been completely terrible.  I have been crying this whole morning because the only person I trust and can talk to, is gone.  My therapist at school suddenly left for good.  She is sick. I am really scared. She is the only reason I come to school.  I am sitting in another therapists office right now, and I've been thinking that I would like to make this my last day at Logos.  It probablly wont be, but if it were up to me it would.  I didn't even get to say goodbye to her, and I'm worried sick about her.  She is one of the most amazing people I've known.  I don't know what to do.  I'm really pissed because my mom knew, and she didn't tell me.  She let me come to school, and find out from Casssie.  Me, Doug, and Cassie were all crying this morning.  We refused to go to class.   I was supposed to go to a huge party tonight with Vasquez, but I know for sure that I will not be going now.  It has been terrible today.  I am soo angry, sad, worried, confused, and scared.  I hte this place.I don't know what to do.

I do plan on going to see the homies in Les Miserable on Sunday.  I hope it won't be sold out. I really want to call abby, but I'm kind of nervous.  So if abby happens to read this, know that I love you and have been meaning to call you.

god i feel like i am on drugs. 

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